Even If You Hate Me Lyrics

I know your looking for validation in others

You can open up and I won't judge you

They laugh and mock tell me how could I trust you

I sacrificed gave up my life i love you

I feel outta place I feel misunderstood

Even when I weep they fall on deaf ears

Touch my black skin show me that your here

Neglected child left in the lions den

Brother Daniel shown me there's no fear

Pace back and forth he feels anxious

I'm quick to anger lack patience

Teach me LORD show me your patience

But I feel unloved I feel unworthy silence thoughts still disturbed me grew up timid no heard me

If I dare became vocal thoughts in my mind will coach me silence you have no rights

Sleep through the sunrise enlightened my nights

What does it feel like to Kry

Good at pretending like I am alright

Forget it it ain't worth the fight it ain't worth the

Hear me even if you hate me

Find it in yourself I hope you can forgive me

I been searching for peace I can't see

Lifted weight off shoulder soon I can breathe

When I hurt you in the process cause I was hurt

My daddy was a coward what that made me

I cried from the womb momma please abort me

Hate what I see lookin back God it pains me

Insecure I'm sheltered you chose me

Things that I hate I find that I'm doing

Look at us perish the media influenced

Me to become more numb don't Kry

I still preserve that child on the inside

Snotty nose knee high cover my eyes

John Bramblitt Sing with no eyes

I often think of death am I ready

Will fear overtake men armed with machetes

Great judgement is coming I reverence

There was a time to you LORD I reverence

I wanna seek your forgiveness but then

I feel unloved I feel unworthy

Chaotic lifestyle disturbed me

No one ever cared and it hurt me

If I dare became vocal

Daddy beat me like ceelie he never knew me till I turned purple

Only had one man in my circle

Only wore black tees no Virgil

Rosa park back of the bus

raise your hand to been seen

Speak up Corey no heard you Damn

Hear me even if you hate me

Find it in yourself I hope you can forgive me

I been searching for me peace I can't see

Lifted weight off shoulder soon I can breathe