Pity Party Lyrics

Maybe I'm just kidding myself you know

Maybe I am just dreaming to big and

I'll never actually get to see it come true

A lot shit I think about a lot of times

Maybe I'm just

Doing to much

Scale this shit down and

Come back down to real life

Come back down to earth

You know

Maybe I'm not going hard enough in daily practice

Maybe it's cause I'm absent from the streets

And I'm not active

May it's cause I'd really rather show you with my actions

Cause I done gave it everything

Maybe I'm just not rapping good enough for big reactions

Maybe I'm just satisfactory but not satisfaction

Maybe Talent in the bigger picture is only just a fraction

Cause I done put my heart in it

Maybe I'm not attractive

Maybe it's just this road to slippery for any traction

Maybe I just lack the charisma of mr Jackson

Maybe it's the clothes ain't keeping up with the fashion

Maybe it's the tone ain't able to feel my passion

Maybe I'm not meant for the hills or Calabasas

Maybe I'm not made to be lade up inside a mansion

Maybe I'm just to boring on day to day

Interactions

Maybe I'm just to passive

Maybe I'm too real and people prefer the actin

Maybe I'm too slow at keeping up with adaption

Maybe it's the weight I won't make it without subtractions

Maybe the games crowded and suffering from impaction

Maybe my fates decided and all of this is protraction

Maybe it's fuck the truth and Participate in the capping

Maybe it's my stance I don't walk around like a captain

Maybe this wasn't meant for me only just a distraction

Maybe I'm not learning from mistakes and what has happened

Maybe this this maybe that

I thought I was done with my childish ways but it looks like the cry baby's back

That won't do

If I'm going through all this pain

Then I'm at least coming out of it with a Mercedes black

I heard success is the sweetest revenge

And I got so much of it to be paying back

Pity party's over bitch I'm bout to light the city up

I'm in here to stay for life so Ain't no getting rid of us

The fact that I ain't made it yet is honestly ridiculous

My hubris my confidence I'm going down like Icarus

Naw that ain't me life jacket and a parachute

Jumping at the sun in my air Jordan pair of shoes

All of y'all is week it ain't my fault that you can't bare the truth

You tell ''em bout your dreams it's like you stupid how they state at you

Y'all just small minded you ain't gifted with the vision

I line up my goals I then I Hit em' with precision

I was trying to spit some game and None of y'all would listen

Now we in a coupe right off the lot the roof is missing

I feel like I'm twenty one a savage on a mission

Questions I got twenty one is you riding or you ditching

Rolls that's a twenty one brand new edition

I can't wait to spend like twenty one thousand at the dentist

Copped one and got my wifey back to back Mercedes

Took a trip to Paris and she fucking on me crazy

You got it and you goofing off all of y'all is lazy

I've been tryna Learn to make a million on the daily

Gotta do it everyday only way to scratch the itch

Learn the mistakes of others if wanna make it rich

I keep all my money in investments not my pockets bitch

Y'all be tryna show it off I'm tryna make profits flip

Guess we moving different

I guess we moving different in this bitch I can't vibe with you

Guess we moving different

I guess we moving different in this bitch I can't vibe with you