Anxiety Freestyle Lyrics

Yeah

Got a lot of shit that's on my mind

Everybody think I'm doin fine but I'm not

Dealin with some shit, mentally

Goin through it, fretfully

On my knees, prayin, hope this ain't my destiny

But maybe this shit meant for me

Maybe goin through everything's part of the recipe and this is God testin me

See if I could withstand everything He sent to me

And ima knock all that shit down, respectfully

Sittin in therapy, pourin out my heart

Pain left a stein and a mark

I felt it from the start

I was only seven when it happened

Sometimes I close my eyes and

Imagine, damn

Wonder how it could've been if I didn't fall

Still be playin ball, goin for it all

On the D line and the O line

But if I aint have the stroke, wouldn't be no rhymes

I'm just sayin that this happened for a reason

Right now I stand tall but I was beaten

Even now, sometimes, I feel weak

When I feel like I can't stand up, I take a seat

That's my fault, I'm my own worst enemy

I should try harder to be a friend to me

I don't know why the fuck I be doin this

Bringin myself down to the ground, that's some stupid shit

I'm feelin broken, I aint jokin when I say that

Sometimes I wann lay back not even make raps

I be feelin so depressed, stressed about my life

Take this shit one day at a time, tryna get it right

Like I'm sittin at the airport, waitin on my flight

I ain't took off yet, yo, I think my shit delayed

That's how I be feelin every single day, fuck it

I find myself sayin that a lot, man, fuck it

But listen, I know God got my back

So I gotta relax, can't afford to get off track

So much fuckin pressure but I can't crack

I be swimmin in my pool, doin laps

That's the shit I do when I need some alone time

Helps me get my head right, you know I'm

Doin everything in my power to not lose hope

But it gets kinda hard when you been through the most

Damn

I don't know what's up with that shit

I build myself up then feel like I wanna quit

I just wish that I could flip a switch

And feel so good and not like a lil bitch

Yes I admit, here and there I feel like a coward

Like I don't hold any power

You ask what I mean

Lemme tell 'em

Like when I skip a workout or don't proceed on my dreams damn

I know what I gotta do then anxiety creeps in like "You better not"

I be overthinkin when I can't stress it

I be, man y'all get the message

I'm gone