GOD, FORGIVE ME Lyrics

Drywall

Man my heart keeps growing colder

I can't shake it off, feel like I got 2 boulders on my shoulders

To my right, I see Jehovah

To my left, devil approaching

I can feel them boasting

Feed me with poison, and that bitch potent

Waking up, staring at the space I've taken up

No cosmetics ain't no making up, God please forgive!

For what I done did, through the static, I'm breaking up

My minds racing at the fact, I'm trying to out live

All the hypocrisies

Standing ovation, moving so awkwardly

Burnt by the pain of my own pity, pleading my prophecy

No need for an apology, I'm building up my colony

Hallucination, my mind blurry from all the oxeyes

Was this the part that I was just going to apologize?

I couldn't give two fucks, look me right in the eye

Hypnotized, as I'm giving them solemn eyes, dramatized

God left me to suffer like he weren't the one that I idolized

Am I awake from this dream yet?

It's like I'm living in a life, that nothing I do see fits

Somebody help me, I'm pleading

God, forgive, for all the sins, I let you know that I mean it

This shit ain't picture perfect

My knees weak, it's getting harder to breathe, man I'm worthless

Can't build more immunity for this life, feel like a burden

Been trapped inside my mind, with my fucking life, feel uncertain

This shit ain't picture perfect

The pearly gates

I start to clear my throat

Knowing I'll put on a fucking show

God, forgive me

For my past, please know that I have grown

From the shell of a man, that I once was known

I can barely breathe

I fill my lungs with all these toxins, hope to feel a peace

Start seeing red, all I ever knew was trigger squeeze

I start to get on my knees, pray to God he stops this misery

'Till then I pour a 4, shit looking like some fucking Listerine

I never disappeared, guess you can say I was idling

My flow resemble oxygen, two parts split up like hydrogen

Survivalist reciting the tightest shit when I'm ciphering

Enlighten 'em, you all on the nеt

Disputing and cybering

I'm incredible, put me on a pedestal

My weapon blow, silence buffoonery on their Rebel Souls

Skill embedded, God, on a different epilogue

I'm considered to have one of the sickest repertoires

Man, I got the power to make you listen and show the essence

Written sacred as hieroglyphics, you in the pharaoh's presence

Peace to the Gods, the Earths, you know the message

And if the sky is the limits, you sit below the fucking heavens

So I plead to my God, I know that you going to forbid

To rebuke my sins, cause life giving me injustice

I promise I can do better, please don't deny the kid

God, forgive me, for anything that I done did