lonely child Lyrics

I been down

Wishing I could fly again

Fly again, fly again

Just a lonely child

With no one to lift me high again

In the sky again

Tryna find my wind

As the world turns

And I dream about for what I yearn

And my innocence brought the ignorance

A baby bird

Is what I was before I ever leaped up off the curb

Unaware of the way this life can leave your heart disturbed

See, there I was

A small nigga with a big mind

Noticing how my parents struggled thru these hard times

And it was times

We ain't have nothing eating bread and rice

All I hear is my stomach rumble thru the dead of night

No beddy byes

Papa don't let tears come from my eyes

Even when I was hurtin

Even when family die

He told me I'll be alright

It's like he knew for certain

We'd make it to better times

As long as I stay on grind

As long as I keep it workin

Had conversations made me find a purpose

I had to make a plan

I'm still not sure if it is workin

I'm dodging obstacles

A busy road but still I'm swerving

Avoiding demons and the vermin

Who left me when

I was down

Wishing I could fly again

Fly again, fly again

Just a lonely child

With no one to lift me high again

In the sky again

Tryna find my wind

I been feeling like

I'm progressing toward a climax

Wishing I could see it all clear

Like in imax

Ain't got time for the phony games

Or the wisecracs

I'm coming thru

Hit sticcin

Just like a line bacc

I fly past

You see me all alone

A lonely child

Only left behind scents of versace cologne

And I'm kinda unknown

But that's fine

My grind

Will have me work skin to bone

You can bet ten or fo (four)

That to the top I will go

Watch me ascend

Will I get it right now or later?

Well it all depends

But do know I intend

To show em who really better

I need a letter, man

To stitch it up on my sweater

Because I ball hard

Known to be a go-getter

Get it with no effort

I'm seasoned, no lemon pepper

Look up to big steppers

Who won't even give me lectures

It would be a nice gesture

But in the flesh theyre

The ones who left me

Down

Wishing I could fly again

Fly again, fly again

Just a lonely child

With no one to lift me high again

In the sky again

Tryna find my wind