last december Lyrics

Staying young

Is a big motivation

Cry these tears

While my plans are vacant

I'm so grown

And I already hate it

Yeah I've always forsaken

I try not to remember

This might be my last December, on me

I just wanted to stay together

But like a flame there always embers on me

Growing up I wanted to be

Now it's scary that it's just me

I'm busy every week, I'm busy every week

But time is not cheap, no time is not cheap lately

Lately I've been thinking to myself

Oh maybe I need help

But I think it's a motivator

Put it on the shelf

Of all the things I've dealt with

I can't deal with being helped

I need to do this on my own

Inside my own damn realm

So I started singing through my soul

I'll tell you what I know

Basically I don't

But the learning takes a toll

I bet it's already shown

I need inside my zone

Yeah that's all I know

Babe please don't let me go

Your saying yes but it's a no

I've tried set this tone

But I'm a be overthrown

I try not to remember

This might be my last December, on me

I just wanted to stay together

But like a flame there always embers on me

Growing up I wanted to be

Now it's scary that it's just me

I'm busy every week, I'm busy every week

But time is not cheap, no time is not cheap lately

You know don't miss it

Messing up I'll tell you that I'm still that kid

That you remember

Born December

I know I can be a mess up

But I don't surrender

I know when I do a thing

It all messes with me

But I need a change

I can't see as clearly

Yuh it's not the same

Why can't they hear me

Can it start today

Start today

(yuh yuh)

You know I'm not perfect

What I get I do deserve it

Can't say sorry yeah they already heard it

I'll never be perfect

I try not to remember

This might be my last December, on me

I just wanted to stay together

But like a flame there always embers on me

Growing up I wanted to be

Now it's scary that it's just me

I'm busy every week, I'm busy every week

But time is not cheap, no time is not cheap lately