i'm afraid Lyrics

I might need some time to adjust to this

Been broke enough times like it hurts to give

I' done made mistakes tho it's just a faze

And I learned from it like I teach a kid

You can't bring me down I've been way down

Drowning in too deep and I stay on ground

Though my lyric's deeper than a sea shore

And y'all hide your feelings that's for sure

I had to shoot my shot

But always thought that something's missing

Though I always knew I'm not lacking ammunition

Guess I am afraid of turning to somebody different

Not no 9 to 5, I always knew I had a vision

And something that I could run to that's my getaway

Sometimes I pretend I'm not afraid but I still run away

Like a runaway child but I'm grown now

Overthinking everything I can't slow down

Living in a cruel world where cold hearts are common

Fishing for happiness inside a fountain

Knowing there's no way I'll ever get to feel like home

Moved too many times to say this feels like home

Wish it wasn't true but I still feel alone

Thankful for my friends that still ring my phone

Ain't' no way I could pretend you don't make it better

I have love for you, I'll make sure you know

And I might need some time to re-adjust

Made a few mistakes but I won't give up

I'm afraid I made you turn your back on me

Said I'd be your friend - keep you company

Now I'm heartbroken, I broke yours too

Guess I will forgive - I can't forget you

I'm a contradiction to myself I know

That's the main reason I don't hit your phone

Feel inadequate like I'm compromised

Couldn't tell a soul I'm done telling lies

I can't comprehend I don't need advice

Just a couple drinks and I'll be alright

'Least I'm still alive, I can't shake no hand

Everyone around me feels like pretend

No helping hand, I just need the money

As I take it all I call it advance

And in advance my soul is pure

You will never get a single walk in 'em

Imma stay true (uhh) - to my work

As I work on music call it walk-men

I'm done talking man I'm calling nobody

No one ever truly saw me for a somebody

Imma make it out and show them nobody's

How the beat's get bodied by this somebody

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