Bad Experience Lyrics

I had a bad experience

And it fucked up my life

I thought I met the right girl

I know she's a wife

I just saw it from the day

When we met with our eyes

But when I don't know what's next

I just think about your advice

And now I'm in a place

Where I feel it's going right

But I don't know if I'll be lucky

Roll a six while throwing dice

I don't know whether it's flirting

Or if she's just being nice

I kept tryna force it on you, girl

And now my hands are tied

And your advice was to find

Who I can trust with all my might

I keep thinking there's a fairy tale

With this dark and stormy night

But this is bullshit, cause last summer

I was crying every night

Thinking why this shit happens to me

It happens every time

The first one dodged me

Like a musical note

And then the second danced away

Like a musical joke

And then the next lived without me

But at least I wasn't broke

I don't know if I offended them

But now they're up in smoke

But this new girl, she's something else

I actually got to know her

All my friends were talking bout her

And they ask when imma blow her

But she's different from the rest

I said I can't, cause we grew closer

And I know that I still can't

Even when I'm not sober

Now you're the one that's different from the rest

Because we're close

Every time that we hung out

You'd be laughing at my jokes

You're the one whose always laughing at me

Making all these roasts

And you're the reason after all these girls

I haven't overdosed

Cause that old bitch had a new man

And she wanted me to meet him

I said why not?

Cause there ain't no need to wait

I'll just give it to him straight

She told me that she wears blue and yellow

I don't fuck with her or Golden State

I had a bad experience

And it fucked up my life

I thought I met the right girl

I know she's a wife

I just saw it from the day

When we met with our eyes

But when I don't know what's next

I just think about your advice

I don't know what imma call you

You're my next or my last

I don't want you thinking bout the other girls

That's in the past

They're not people in this story

And they ain't part of the cast

But it's been so long, it feels so short

Time really went by fast

I'm sorry about my flaws

I know I didn't treat you right

I was trying to start over

I was tryna be polite

I talked about you to my parents

And they talked about your height

When I made those songs about you

I kept trying to rewrite

Because when I was trying to write

I was writing about the others

When I wanted to write songs

I was still making covers

But I hope that you don't see me any different than my brother

But I hope that we'll be lovers, even though we're different colors

I had a bad experience

And it fucked up my life

I thought I met the right girl

I know she's a wife

I just saw it from the day

When we met with our eyes

But when I don't know what's next

I just think about your advice