amsterdam Lyrics

I went to Amsterdam one day

And i fell asleep on your bed

Tried hard not to dream of you and him

I went out

Took a walk, passed all the red lights

Almost had a breakdown like my appendix

And I'm so tired

Of fucking up all the time

And I just want to live my life

Not to book alone a flight

For one, to Amsterdam

Remember how we got along that summer?

You almost had a way with words to calm me

But now you're with someone new

And I don't know them

Do they treat you like I do

If not, I'm on it, I'm on it

And I'm on a call

If everything's wrong

I'm on a flight to see you every night

To Amsterdam

And I don't know if you're happy

And it haunts me

Like a ghost you haunt me

In my dreams, you're happy

You're happy

You're happy

With him