healing Lyrics

It was easy to blame me

I'm subject to change now

On my way to the better things

You used to drain me

But it's not the same now

I don't care if I let you win

I don't wanna wish you all the worst

Even though you wish that I was hurt

You tryna let me know you moved on first

So why you even care if I know in the first place

We split ways in the worst way

I didn't wanna stay your friend

Should've known you didn't have my back

I'ma stand up to make you understand

Listen, yeah

I'm back and I'm far from the finish

Realized that I was wrong when I thought I was finished

Last year, I was down with no reason to live

But I turned that shit around, now I've got so much to give

Upgrading my whole life, my bitch badder than last time

But if she tries to play me, I can put her in the past time

And I ain't tryna prove you wrong, just tryna prove me right

Cause I've been saying that it's all gonna be worth the grind

Easy to blame me

I'm subject to change now

On my way to the better things

You used to drain me

But it's not the same now

I don't care if I let you win

I don't wanna wish you all the worst

Even though you wish that I was hurt

You tryna let me know you moved on first

So why you even care if I know in the first place

I used to put you in the first place

Used to put myself in the worst place

But now I'm better than ever

I know you think that you clever

I flipped the page cause I read her, yeah

I make a song on my worst days

This shit is my therapy, my first aid

I'm tryna deal with the pressure

I get fucked up for my pleasure

But every day I get better, yeah

I've lost so many people so I grew up a little faster

Life's short, so miss a hundred thousand shots before you splash it

People telling me to stay down and not to live reckless

But I'ma tell you all, go after what makes you feel happy

Easy to blame me

I'm subject to change now

On my way to the better things

You used to drain me

But it's not the same now

I don't care if I let you win

I don't wanna wish you all the worst

Even though you wish that I was hurt

You tryna let me know you moved on first

So why you even care if I know in the first place