Not Scared to Die Lyrics

Fuck

Fuck

I gotta turn around they know where I'm going

Alright I'm good

We're gonna be alright

All that did you see the bigger picture

Did you see the bigger picture

Hmmm Hmmm

Yeah

Had to clear my mind

Yeah look me in my eyes and you see that I'm petrified

I'm not scared to die

I'm just scared of life

And no matter what I swear that I'm not satisfied

Lotta shit about my friends I had to leave off

Lotta shit about my parents had to leave off

Lotta shit about myself and I was leading on

But it's like talking to a wall when you just speaking ah

It's like saying you ain't fuck when you wipe semen off

It's like saying you were happy fighting demons bruh

It's like saying you were hungry when you were feasting ah

Pff shit's a joke

Yeah at this point I swear that I'm just begging

Didn't look my way not even for a second

Hope I'm still breathing when I go to fucking send this

Swear to god I'm hurting and this shit a life sentence

Hope I end up in heaven

Cause I

Never did you wrong I did you right

And I'm so far from perfect but I try

And my shoulder where you always used to cry

And I'm done giving second chances

Thousand times on a thousand times

We do this shit like every time

And I'm just saying that I'm fine

It's all good yeah I'm all alright

But I'm not alright

I just gotta say it

Gotta clear my mind

I swear that it's perfect timing

Maybe one day I'll be shining

It's not what you say it's your body language

You don't have to say it knowing that you hate it

My heart is not something that you play with

I'm just so sick and tired all the fake shit

What I realize bout this album when I speak it out

I be listening to the words that you be speaking loud

And now I realize why I do it why I'm hurting now

Cause I could be okay

And you say I'm not okay

But all the times you talk you know I'm listening

And every time you hurt I take the blame

Put it all on me

Haha

You thought I was dead

I'm coming for you