somewhere & grown Lyrics

I just spent half an hour thinking about

How to live, I'm stressed out, I'm wondering

What I'd give to understand everything that life is

It's not a list that I can keep acting like I'm running with

Another song, another check

And all of this, all these steps I gotta hit

Don't wanna miss, yeah, yeah

What life is about, I thought I'd know

And I'd be somewhere and grown

But when I'm falling, all I can think of is why I'm still running, going in circles

And I've just been thinking about what life is

I'm stuck in this sequence, where am I going

When I'm alone

Half the time I'm thinking about

What I don't know

I think too much

It's all just smoke

Because smoke and mirrors go through my head

I'm focused on if I don't know, yeah yeah

What life is about, I thought I'd know

And I'd be somewhere and grown

And I've been losing track of time and I always worry that I'm worried

About what's always in my mind, but maybe I've been going crazy

Because everybody's lost their mind and I'm no different than them

Why should I hold on to mine, when I always seem to feel like this

And I know it's not here today and I'm just following faith, yeah

And I know that we're not alone