Lost ft. Brian Wille Lyrics

I'm trying to keep a grip on reality

Grip on reality

What does it take just to feel alive

There is a void inside me

An emptiness that's thriving

This numb feeling never seems to go away

Living life like this every single day

Post traumatic stress and so many painful memories

Is there anything to end my suffering?

Suffocating I can barely breathe

I feel so fucking alone and no one can ever find me

I'm tired of pretending that I am okay and not knowing the words to say

I feel so lost in my head

Forgetting all that I once was

My heart bleeds for all the pain that you've caused

Forgetting all that I once was

My heart bleeds for all the pain that you've caused

You've burned this bridge far too many times

How long will it take before you fucking realize

You've burned this bridge far too many times

I hate the way I see myself now

I'm tired of being kicked when I'm already down

I will never make you proud

As long as you're around I'll always be stuck on the ground

I'm tired of pretending that I am okay and not knowing the words to say

I feel so lost in my head

It's all built up in my brain before you throw it all away

And try to forget yesterday

Just remember I am not the one to blame

I've spent my whole life walking away

But now I'm forced to face what I've become

For I am not to blame, this is what you made me

I am lost in your wake

I know my only light is dying out

Making the same mistakes

How do I take this pain and let it wither away without becoming nothing?