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They always say that I'm absent with my mind

Somebody please give me an escape

I'm trying to be here

But I've got too much shit on my plate

I'm begging, I'm pleading

Somebody help me out

And if it ends like this

Then you already know

And if it ends like this

Somebody

I don't want to be here anymore

(I'm chilling)

I just wanna go back home and cry

(Not vibing)

All these expectations give me scars

(It's killing)

I just wanna shrivel up and die

(My mindset)

I'm having issues with finding my way back

I'm wasted, alone and not getting back on track

And all these people in my life

Telling me to grow up

It's just the way it is

What the fuck

(What the fuck)

And it if ends like this

Then you already know

And if it ends like this

Somebody

I don't want to be here anymore

(I'm chilling)

I just wanna go back home and cry

(Not vibing)

All these expectations give me scars

(It's killing)

I just wanna shrivel up and die

(My mindset)

And if it ends like this

And if it ends like this

And if it ends like this

And if it ends like this

Somebody

I don't want to be here anymore

(I'm chilling)

I just wanna go back home and cry

(Not vibing)

All these expectations give me scars

(It's killing)

I just wanna shrivel up and die

(My mindset)