afraid/keep it up Lyrics

You show me love I don't think I deserve

Before I met you I was really low

I was scarred and convinced that I won't

Open up to anyone at all

No

I'm carrying this weight it makes me jaded

Thought all I had was pain, but you changed it

Now I'm afraid

You won't call me, hold me

I'm afraid

To be lonely, so please

What I got to do to keep you here?

Women from my past just disappeared

Tell me why you're still fucking with me

I'll make sure I keep it up

Many times told myself I was done

Even if it's good, I always run

Even if it hurt me it was how

I lived

And you know that I

I'm carrying this weight it makes me jaded

Thought all I had is pain, but you changed it

Now I'm afraid

You won't call me, hold me

I'm afraid

To be lonely, so please

What I got to do to keep you here?

Women from my past just disappeared

Tell me why you still fucking with me

I'll make sure I keep it up