Trauma Bonds Lyrics

What the fuck is wrong with a nigga?

What the fuck is wrong with a Nigga?

You ain't do nothing wrong to a Nigga

But I figured that I'm bored so I guess I can no longer be with her

Sometimes I wanna almost have to hit her

I guess I've grown accustomed to lip bussing and u calling yo big cousin

Cussing always fussing never having civil discussions

I hate my ex but life been boring with the drama gone

I guess I've become addicted to trauma bonds

And I swear to God I wanna find a way I can be happy without pain

When everything's going right I feel I got nothing to gain

Been going to bed caressing your head and hearing rain

The solitude might drive me insane

My gratitude always fails and it's a shame

Mr. wanna see adversity's the name

Shit I guess I prefer pain

You too perfect

You too calm

I expose you to my flaws and you never see nothing wrong

You too agreeable loving all of my songs

I bet you like this one too even though I'm rapping bout you

It's true

For the all the good shit that you do I be feeling disagreements is due

I almost wanna fuck up so we can make up passionate boo

That's the reason why I'm cheating on you

Yeah I said it prolly lying tryna get a reaction you understanding

Every date got perfect planning every meal broccoli and salmon

You too vanilla when I prefer a rocky road

Wedding days ain't no stories told, ain't shit going on

Missing the spark so lately I been in the dark about what's really going on inside your Head

Like do you care?

Raise your voice a couple times and let me know you there

Cuz I been feeling disconnected from lack of tension in the air

What the fuck is wrong with a Nigga?

You ain't do nothing wrong to a Nigga

But I figured that I'm bored so I guess I can no longer be with her

Sometimes I wanna almost have to hit her

I guess I've grown accustomed to lip bussing and u calling yo big cousin

Cussing always fussing never having civil discussions

I hate my ex but life been boring with the drama gone

I guess I've become addicted to trauma bonds

And I swear to God I wanna find a way I can be happy without pain

When everything's going right I feel I got nothing to gain

Been going to bed caressing your head and hearing rain

The solitude might drive me insane

My gratitude always fails and it's a shame

Mr. wanna see adversity's the name

Shit I guess I prefer pain

Just finished Mr. And Mrs. Smith I want you on my neck one second next second you on My dick

Why do love gotta struggle to feel legit I think I watched too many Tyler Perry flicks

The narrative they pushing is for good pussy hella pain is the fee

Starting arguments in stores getting messy on aisle fifteen

Why I'm tryna Freddie Krueger all of my dreams?

Tryna compete when we should be one team

But fuck it though, cuz for me conflict is comfortable

PTSD from Keke got me replaying war

Til I'm back at war turn around and I attack your door

Repeat the process cuz I say I ain't tryna hurt no more

Niggas like me won't ever be happy

The source of disassociated families

Why is it so hard for me to find a mix of fire and ice?

How many trips around the sun until I'm done with this vice?