Demons ft. K niggz Lyrics

Thought all I wanted was paper but what I needed more

Was a lot of love so I thought that I needed yours

When I got it I wondered how I could be this sore

Maybe lack of love for myself was what I was bleeding for

Maybe lack of self love is why I feel cold and empty

Im pouring Henny to drown my demons before they get me

Ignore the envy and Hating I cant afford to let these

Forces wreck me before I cop me that Porsche and Bentley

Im bored already of waiting for change to happen for me

Subtract the phony's and now they phoning me acting lonely

They clapping for me but most really aint too happy for me

They cant ignore like Amber Rose when she acting horny

My past is only a record of trials and tribulations

Lessons learned from many miles and minutes wasted

Leaving fear behind me while Ive been winning races

Wiping smiles off of the grinning faces it feels amazing

I swear to God everyday I fucking hate myself

Cause I would rather smoke a blunt than to face myself

I bottled up every single ounce of pain I felt

Since I was younger, fuck a friend I'll fucking hang myself

No I don't need no help no I don't need em at all

I'm eager to fall just a hop jump leap n I'm gone

Into the darkness, fall asleep in a fog

Brainstorming with my demons and God

Lick on my ball sack penis imma leave em awe

Like steven Seagal, so shut the fuck up

When you're talking to me shouldn't be speaking at all

Sticking my meat your jaw, with every lyric I conjure

All these people talking shit but cant compete with the monster

Sometimes it feel like cant do shit

Procrastination shes a bad lil chick

I mean shell have you whipped

They always wanna talk progress in this bitch

But I dont talk to little girls man I aint mathew Schmid