letter to myself Lyrics

Lost my grandma filled me up with hatred

Made me wanna just black out and shake sum

Love my brothers i could never snake em

My motivation is pain, tryna face em

Light the blunt, only time that i face it

Why you think i peep it but never say shit?

I can't wait to tell mami i made it, like mami your angel famous he the greatest

And i'm still with the niggas i came with, like we got this shit out the mud

Ain't no handouts nigga it's just us, if you not gon die for me who do i trust

And i really fell in love with the drugs

Numbing my body my head start to rush

Fighting demons my hand on the clutch

She said she down to ride, what the fuck have you done?

Wasn't ready for half of the shit that i been through

But I'm built for this shit

Ima get it i'll kill for this shit

Rubber band hunnid blue bills in the clip

Lately been losing myself, Frankie telling me better my health

Ima get it i don't need your help

How the fuck you gon love me you don't love yourself?

And i never needed an opinion, i could give a fuck what you be thinking

Off the top I'm rhyming what I'm feeling

Ask for forgiveness lord knows i be sinning

I can't fuck with shh, he a bitch

New opp took him off the list

Why these pussy niggas tryna diss?

Like they ain't the niggas chatting tryna switch