i just wanna be Lyrics

I woke up yesterday wondering where the fuck I am

Feeling so lost as if I don't have a written plan

As if I ain't passin' and halfway thru my degree

I was given a lot but still I can't let it be

I just wanna be someone I'd look up to

Lookin in the mirror then I fuckin' hate you

Why do I hate myself so fucking much, fuckin' much

I do everything for everyone and then it ain't enough

Baby I just wanna be, wanna be, wanna be

Baby I'm so tired honestly, honestly, honestly

Brush and then you punch my teeth, punch my teeth, punch my teeth

Make me eat my words before I can be, I can be

Baby I was never someone the kids can look up to

Man honestly sometimes I make the vibe so uncomfortable

I used to put myself in danger just to look like a fool

This life isn't for me like I never made it off the floor

Baby I just wanna be someone the kids can look up to

Cos honestly sometimes I make myself so uncomfortable

Put myself in bad situations I become vulnerable

Feel like this life is crushing me like I'm laying in the road

I'm always cracking jokes that nobody ever gets

I been a fuckin' nerd, yeah, they beat my mind depressed

Now that what I like is trending, yeah, they wanna make amends

Where was that back in school when I needed to make me some friends

I became bitter baby I stopped pulling all my punches

The only thing that concerns me now, up where the sun is

I just wanna prove myself wrong and reach atop the summit

Purple skies ain't enough I need to be able to stomach, wait

Baby I was never someone the kids can look up to

Man honestly sometimes I make the vibe so uncomfortable

I used to put myself in danger just to look like a fool

This life isn't for me like I never made it off the floor

Baby I just wanna be someone the kids can look up to

Cos honestly sometimes I make myself so uncomfortable

Put myself in bad situations I become vulnerable

Feel like this life is crushing me like I'm laying in the road