Goodbye Note Lyrics

I'm sick of love

I'm sick of all these girls who just give me up

Everyone telling me that I feel to much

I should walk around and shouldn't give a fuck

But I do... but I do

look at myself and I say screw you

Knife to my wrist but I couldn't go through

Realistically I just only lose

I lost

Every day I wake up numb

I lay at night thinking bout a gun

Blowing a hole in my brain it goes

I don't want to die

But I can't get anything right

People tell me they love me but honestly I think they just lie

Cos they know I cry

Lay awake in my bed at night

Envisioning the way I'll end my life

Every living moment is fight

Don't ask if I'm down

I just wanna make my family proud

You didn't give a fuck back then so how come now

You care if I am down

I'm sick of love

I'm sick of all these girls who just give me up

Everyone telling me that I feel to much

I should walk around and shouldn't give a fuck

But I do... but I do

Look at myself and I say screw you

Knife to my wrist but I couldn't go through

Realistically I just only lose

I lost