AND TO THINK I WASN'T Lyrics

Things that you said are in my head

But now they're always on repeat

And right when you left i called my friends and asked if i could stay the week

And i know you're never talking to me when you're talking in your sleep

Wake up with nothing real to say to me

And to think i wasn't your everything

And lying on my chest do you feel anything

Running outta wasted time

Tell me you're not tired of trying

You wanna put it all to sleep

I don't wanna believe we're dying

And to think i wasn't

Your everything

And lying on my chest do you feel anything

You can blame it all on me

But i can't leave it all behind

You wanna put it all to sleep

I don't wanna believe we're dying

I might just lose my mind if you don't stay off it

Seems i already forgot who i am

I don't pray enough thank god that i made it out

Still holding on to memories i don't want to

What'd you have to do that for i don't care if it wasn't often

Though i know the answer wouldn't mean anything now

All i wanted gone when you fade out

I can't do this right now

And to think i wasn't your everything

And lying on my chest do you feel anything

Running outta wasted time

Tell me you're not tired of trying

You wanna put it all to sleep

I don't wanna believe we're dying

And to think i wasn't

Your everything

And lying on my chest do you feel anything

You can blame it all on me

But i can't leave it all behind

You wanna put it all to sleep

I don't want you to leave but if you go

Then run away

Gone like a ghost haunting me leave me alone

Dig me up and drag me down

Ohh go and run away

I'm somewhere you don't wanna be

I'll bend if you don't

Break it off and let me down