what am i doing ? Lyrics

Wake up and I'm sweating now I'm still wasted

Shaken, I'm regretting now what I was saying

I hate it I know I messed up

I'll try to tape this and fix the rest up

But I'm not faking, you know I got problems

But these mistakes I make

I try, I brace

I can't prevent them

Or it's just a drinking phase

I tell myself and I say

I think I'm fucked up

I think I'm fucked up in the head

So I tell all my friends

And I'm yellin out save me

Don't hate me

Don't hate me for the shit that I did

Or the things that I said

I don't know what I'm doing

It takes me a while to see the finer things

When I'm feeling the smile fading from my face

But I'm going out wild patience running thin

And I'll go out with style when I ruin it

Plus I love sippin this cup don't want it to end

But I hate when I wake up and do it again

I just hope you don't notice

I really hope you don't notice when I'm like this

But these mistakes I make

I try, I brace

I can't prevent them

Or it's just a drinking phase

I tell myself and I say

I think I'm fucked up

I think I'm fucked up in the head

So I tell all my friends

And I'm yelling out save me

Don't hate me

Don't hate me for the shit that I did

Or the things that I said

I don't know what I'm doing

I need you by my side can you promise that you'll stay

Please believe me it's the last time but I

I think I'm fucked up

I think I'm fucked up in the head

So I tell all my friends

And I'm yellin out save me

Don't hate me

Don't hate me for the shit that I did

Or the things that I said

I don't know what I'm doing

I think I'm fucked up

I think I'm fucked up in the head

So I tell all my friends

And I'm yellin out save me

Don't hate me

Don't hate me for the shit that I did

Or the things that I said

I don't know what I'm doing

I don't know what I'm doing