S.A.H.P. II Lyrics

Few things on my heart

I want to confess

Lately this assurance

Ain't felt blessed

Been tired and

Searching, I feel lost

But can't seem to find no rest

On some days

I'm not sure how much

Hope I have left

I've been low enough To hear the dust talk

I've been low enough to

Want to join the dialogue

My dissonance is now a cacophony

It's harder to dream

Harder to pray

Harder to think

Harder to feel everything

I'm tired off all this pain

I ask, seek and knock

But feel locked out

Silenced and unseen

After all that I gave

I hoped my cup would runneth over

But I'm broken, empty and jaded

Some of that's on me

Cause I see all my faults

But quake sometimes

When its too hard be honest

And I'm sorry

I be so depressed

But say I'm ok

When I'm sinking and falling

Running from change

Hiding from friends

Looking for intimacy in HD screens

Captive in unlocked cages

And I hate it

Cause I've waited and tried but

This hope gets so damn hard to hold

When you're praying

But open your eyes

Just to see all the strife in this world

Can you help me in my Unbelief

I once was blind

But now there's too much I have seen

And I'm reeling

Cause I feel deep inside

That I need you

But I'm haunted by deep doubts and questions

My God

Can you see me

As I cry in the dark for your presence

I'm scared of what lies

Past the shores of this struggle

Is it faith or finding fate

In the chaos of the cosmos

Cause I loved you and

Gave all I could just follow

Wherever I thought you were leading

But now Lord

I'm loosing my bearings

I can't hear your voice

I'm scared and ashamed

Just to tell anyone

My hearts growing cold

And my soul's getting numb

Got no place left run

Have I given enough

Old Friend I confess

That I don't have much left

And honestly

Just don't know if you're

Really there anymore