Emotionally Dumb Lyrics

Emotionally Dumb - Kota the Friend

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I'm emotionally dumb

I hop on every song beatin' soul, spilling guts

'Cause this the only place that I don't feel like i be judged

if i tell you how I'm feeling over samples and drums

Boy, I fucked up everyday hurtin' people that I love

'Cause I can't communicate, it's the way I came up

I internalize the bad and it's hard for me to trust

I got narcissistic qualities, I hear I'm out of touch

But I'm hella sensitive, I feel it if I'm pennin' it

If i put it out, I only did it for your benefit

I really stay alone to protect you from myself

Used to hide behind the drugs now I hide behind my wealth

I said "later" to my heart just to focus on the bread

'Cause my baby needed food, clothes, linen on his bed

Woman from my past told me that I'm turning cold and it's sad

I used to make her feel like she was home, bring him back

But it was hard though, I was young and dumber with my guard low

Now I'm numb, sending bug money through wells Fargo

Y'all the only ones that get the best of me, though

My higer self is on track and the rest of me low

But I'm workin' on it, no more escapin' when I'm hurtin'

No more self-sabotage, livin' against my purpose

More appreciation for myself when I ain't perfect

Everyday I get up and grow, that's what I chose