If I Could Survive This

Focus on the goal not the journey, always looking for someone else to please

Haunted by demons inside of me, she may be gone but she's with me

Put others on high, I'm not good enough, fighting everyday to survive is tough

Feeding on wins but the failure's rough, the torture in my head is just too much

Finding my way through the darkness, I was running scared from the thoughts in my head

Now I found my way to happiness

If I can survive this, you will too

Now life is so different for me, I smell the flowers and see the bees

I feel the wind and don't fear the trees, I live what's right in front of me

I'm present for the moments in my life, trust my gut I do what feels right