Syzygy

Doctor said it's something troubling inside my head

How many nights i laid inside my bed wit existential dread

I can't run away from him because I bleed the blood he bled

Bitch you asking too many questions I might take you to my shed

Through my eyes you see me struggle cause I'm seeing red

I miss Carson sometimes I wish God took me instead

But I don't stress cause I believe that what is done is did

And even so the stars still calling me from overhead

Before I had the chance to grow I seen them bullets sprayed

I been the one who had potential I been playin dead

And even tho I seen this shit it still was never said