Talks With Self

Talks With Self - Moonsoulchild

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I feel the most secure when I reassure myself. I'll always conquer. people always make talking to yourself seem weird or make you insane. but I call it therapy. I need to be the one telling myself it would be okay. I need constant reassurance and it can't come from anyone but myself. I know the fear I'm drowning in and emotions I dwell in. No one can pin point how I feel. I'm the one who decides when to go. I'm the one who picks up the pieces. I'm the one who holds on because I'm too forgiving. I'm the one who .... my own identity. So who else is to save me than me? I think about it often, I ponder, I wonder where I'd be without those 2AM therapy sessions with my notebook. I wonder how healed I'd be if I had let everyone decide for me. I always chose a different path, a ..... one I always prefer to be my leader. Days were exciting whence. Nights where my mind goes to the dark hours. I'll always conquer. I won't let fear create a monster out of me.