Breaking Down

I been killing my kidneys with a codeine based liquid

I rather this drank take me out before a bitch nigga kill me

I know this ain't good for my body but fuck it keep sipping

The way i'm feeling fuck my life I said that shit and I meant it

A lot of shit that you had said i had cherished and kept

When i was down up on my dick you had vanished and left

I stop ballin' wit other people when i won we all won

But when I lost I had sat there took that lost by myself

Lately i been breaking down mentally

Grandma died before i could say goodbye that shit gets to me

Ian looking for no sympathy