hold me down

I've been on the road but it still feels like I ain't tryin'

I still got my goals but lately time feels like it's sonic

I can't give up now, my insecurities are drowning out every fucking blessing that ever seems to come around

The voices keep asking me where's my religion

Wearing my true feelings on my sleeve is just a given

But what I give to you to see is only my decision

I'm too distant, i'm too lazy, or i'm fucking other bitches

I done fucked around I ain't tryna waste no more time

I knew I was downbad when I tried to take my life

The repercussions hitting and I wanna say it's fine