Understand

It's all the same, I can't explain

Am I to blame when there's nothing I'd do to make me feel like it's not true?

Please fall again, I can't pretend that this will end I'm drowning deep inside, all I need is to find a place to hide

Let me heal these open wounds so I don't have to cry

Get out of bed and I feel it pouring over

And it's all in my head, I can't seem to do this over

I'm breathing it all down, but my hands won't make a sound

I wanted to say, but I thought it didn't matter

I wanna escape, but I keep falling off this ladder, oh, it holds me down

But maybe if we talk, you'll understand