In my depth (speed)

I can't learn their advice, I'm out of my depth

I can't sing to save my life, but I've always been dead

I don't understand how music works, I can barely record a verse

I don't understand how to mix, but I've always wanted to do music

But the more I learn, the more confused I get

I will just crash and burn, as soon as I release my shit

No one's going to listen, I'm not good enough

But still I'm releasing, in the hope's someone looks me up

I just keep releasing music, trying to get my tunes big even though I know I'm going to flop

And when I do this, I feel useless until these feelings make me want to stop

But still I put music out, but all I do is doubt that it will do well

Even if I do sell, these sales, wouldn't matter because I already failed