Alive ft. YaadUniverse

I gave it my best shot; but too little, too late

Weight of the world on my shoulders, possibly you could relate

So many dreams came true; so many nightmares too

I seen with my own eyes just what nights may do

Then saw the light, but the horror stayed in my mind

I got homies I balled with just the night 'fore they died

Survivor guilt; feels like the survivor killed

My mama said no use crying over milk that's spilled

She 55, I ain't lived even half of her life

But at fifteen, I already thought I wouldn't survive

Up to 25, man, I'm 26 years now

With any luck, I'll prolly live to see my big man proud