Always God

I've been reflecting on myself

Lost in sin, had to cry for help

Almost like Judas who betrayed the twelve

Trying to find answers, but there's nothing else

Earth doesn't satisfy me well

Nothing of this world is good for my health

Too many emotions I have never felt

Feeling like I'm trapped in a prison cell

I was laying in bed one night

I was in another realm in my mind

Swimming in the ocean with lots of space

In front of me was a stairway to the Heaven Gates