Feb19th.

Ever feel that fucken sense of lonliness like no one at yo side

Ive been searching for myself but still cant seem to find the light

Im smokin those cigarettes to fill my lungs but nothing make it right

Im fuckin up too many times i think ive had it in this life

I could drink my whole bottle but fuck i still feel the same

Dosent change a thing if i consume ill forever be stuck with this pain

Im thinkin fuck this depression weighin up on my shoulder

It all comes to quick and i cant deal with shit so best to freeze my heart colder

I steady chase for that happiness

But i cant seem to reach it