Self Talk

Self Talk - Parker Jack

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hey can we talk nah I don't wanna talk right now that's okay you never really did I've been screaming everyday please let me out hold up let you out you couldn't protect yourself I was protecting you you were protecting me yes protecting everybody in this world was rejecting you nobody out here could accept you no everyone could except you that's the problem that you have man you build walls up and hid behind the shame and I guess that I'm partly to blame I don't know what to say don't explain your making no sense to me it kinda all just sounds like a guess to me bro your trauma made me just a memory ain't nobody in this world remembers me so you wanted them to hurt you man that's not what I'm saying well you basically are everytime that you told me I took it to far and your ex left you cause your way too emotional man I did what I'm supposed to do no you didn't the world made you hit your limit and then I got distant that's what I'm trying to tell you but you just won't listen what I'm trying to tell you is were both broken my heart's open your's is closing I don't give a damn if my heart is frozen you don't wanna be yourself I had to free myself because it just kept happening go see a therapist instead of just rapping it or it'll just keep happening you don't think I ever get tired of asking it I don't care if do cause the more that you are means the more that I'm vanishing and I really just want myself back