If I Really Love You

If I Really Love You - Lexi Jayde

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Yesterday you told me that you wanna be alone I could hear the distance In your voice over the phone You don't say "I love you" back Or let your feelings show You used to be so good at that But now I never know I wish you would hold me I wish you would tell me how you feel Want you to show me If anything left in this is real 'Cause, maybe, I'm afraid to See you dancing on your own If I really love you i'll let you go Midnight drives in your old sweatshirts Never felt so cold And I still hear the stupid songs You showed me everywhere I go I can taste the hesitation Running from your lips I can feel it in my bones they're breaking We can't end like this I wish you would hold me I wish you would tell me how you feel Want you to show me If anything left in this is real 'Cause, maybe, I'm afraid to See you dancing on your own If I really love you i'll let you go Moments wrapped and romance That end with bitter sunrises and goodbyes Moments so fragile and rare That I wonder if it would have the same taste If not such a delicacy But I'd still devour you As I lay here and recall Years of wavering emotions Suppressed desires and volcanic explosions That retreat into dormancy I wonder could we ever flow together Or are we two twin souls Finding each other in the wrong lifetime? 'Cause, maybe, I'm afraid to See you dancing on your own If I really love you i'll let you go If I really love you i'll let you go